okaes!! u my beloved dmm!! kekezx..dun go mad aft seeing this post!!! i dun wan u guys to be bulls chasing aft me!!! hahazx..to westD!!! this are your leaders whn u guys are not around!!! =D let these films(pics rather) do the rest of the talking!!

-i'm definitely very impressed with gene's stamina!!!! gosh!! he can run lyk so many rounds, yet still so zai!!! hiash!! of cox, he is in the school's running team BEFORE!!! now...guess wads his cca?? starts with a L_ _ _ _ _ ends with a Y...hahazx... ya, the whole idea of the bdae celeb is that he got to run in the stadium to meet the timing that we set for him, inorder to receiv our affirmations!!! hehezx..so imagine!! there is sihui,huaiqian,quansheng and me!!! in all, he ran, 4 rounds!!! hahazx!! ok luhh..he's a runner what!! -,-'''' hahazx..despite all the runnings..there's this FLOUR and SUGAR session to have a great finish to the whole thing!!! trust me!! i got splashed by it alittle too!! and i cnt tak it oredi, wads more a whole pkt of flour and sugar on him?? wakakakakazx...look at his floury face!! whoa!! it rocks luhh!!! moral of the story is that..nvr let regh plan for ur bdae!! heh heh heh!!! evils*

working as a team is often a mixture of good and bad...good as in all the members in ur team is serious abt getting the work done and getting the assignments hand up on time or before time!! howeva, there will usually be a couple of bad apples that would drag the team down...in these case, i tink, its my team that i'm working with!!! well...i foresee this coming..but i underestimated it though...

well..its jux a few hours away to handling up our gp assignments, and its kinda like, we are all waiting for just one person to mail us her part!! its just a 2pgs of a microsoft word tingy!!!! GOSH!!!!!! regina baing the 'guai' 'patient' one in class kinda shock my other teamates!!!! hahazx..they've never seen me that frustrated before!!! it happen when she happen to be from india and nobody actually wanted to be in the same gp as her, when i thought, i should include her in my team as well..she atleast, approach me?? and..hmm..nvr did i expect that she did it the SECOND time!!!! first was a presentation and she got a HANGOVER so din come..and then now..grrrr...ahhhhh!!! i can't be apologetic enough to my teamates!! whooo...i guess i'm more frustrated with myself, i even got a scolding from her, for kinda "pestering" her!! gosh.....

i suddenly remembered what my PR lecturer told me right at my face when she didn't turn up for the presentation..."welcome to the real world" that's what she says!! haahs, it dawn upon me so much till now!!!! hahhs..why must the real world be something so negative?? must the REAL WORLD be perceive as something negative??

recently, as i was on the streets, i saw how people communicate and act..well, is this even suppose to be the real world?? when i look at the people in church...was hanging out in the nearby mall with the unit for some meetings etc. i hear how they speak, how they react, what they do...evax, outreach, pray, shepherding etc etc. well, they are students too!! carrying big heavy bags that seem to weigh down their tiny bodies...but yet, its what that is in them that is so pleasant and different from the rest!!!  gosh!!! what a different scene!!! today, i noe..i need to really do way beyond what i'm called to do!!! guys!! make the world to be perceive in a positive way!! if not us...then who will do it?? =D

[i felt...an unexplainable BURDEN for this 'real' world!!!!!]

hmmmm..recently has been quite a drama in my life!!=D as i glance back at my journey with God, i saw the various trails and testings that i've had a breakthrough in and i thought to myself....PHEW!!! haahs..THK GOD!! its OVER!!! now, i see all those happening on the takings of my sheeps!! i felt so excited for them! at the same time, each time a situation assures its accuracy, i smile and i look back wondering how it "recycles" beautifully!!

well, i've definitely gota admit that i do face testings in my life now!! cmon! i'm not God ok? so i still gota face trials and testings!! pieces of lost jigsawzx ultimately fixed into one whole piece kind!! Haahs!! guess i'm gona deal with this BIG TIME!!! =D never would i expect God to use my past testings and level it up for me to handle!!! whoa!!! exciting huh!!  hehezx..though i tink i jux took a walk in the "jungle" i noe, this is gona be real exciting and adventurous...

harversack,sleepingbag,torchlight...i'm ready for a game of bungy jump!!!! whooo hoooo!!!!!!!!!! EXCITMENT FILLS MY BLOOD!!! =D

i'm so thankfull for having a God that would spark excitements into my life!! i've learnt that God is really really really ABSOLUTE!!!!! =D i'm so honoured!!! =D

today i had a really fun time with God!!! i read the story of joshua...and esp. what touched me was RAHAB, the prostitute whom was then taken out into safety together with her family members during the fall of jericho..that is due to the strong faith she has!!

i prayed to God to find back the faith that He once gave to me!! even rahab had the faith what's more regina?? i was elated!! really!! God brought me through an amazing reflection of those time when i had faith and the result of my faith!!! it dwelled on me that sometimes, the longer you serve or mature as a christian, we tend to give in to whatever situation that we r in. Some would say, submitting to fate..but as christians, i think, we can't afford to let ourselves end up in a situation like this!!

In my msn, i'd categorize my contacts into things like friends,family,hope,christian,etc. etc. and as i browse though the nicks of the christian category, 4 out of 10 would write things which proves signs of giving up!! why would people not feel God? why would people be on the verge of giving up?? that's because they do not have a constant renewal from God! likewise the faith that i need, it is though a daily prayer that has been made to God that finally he reminded that i do have this faith in the past and wants me to search for it again!! sometimes, eventhough if u r praying everyday to God and He dosen speak, it dosen;t mean He's not there to listen..sometimes, you jux need to give Him the time to answer you...=D