i think most harvesters of westD would be able to identify this with me..tdy is the last page of my connect journal of the book of Thessalonians and is also a day where i realli took tym off to sit and reflect on how God is allowing westdee and me to go on a pruning session!

~PRUNING PERIOD~
is where either you CLING ON to the bar or FALL OFF from the bar!
is where either you hear from GOD or you hear from SATAN!
is where our HEARTS are being DUG OUT to be exchange for a fresh HEART
is where our EVIL DOINGS are being exposed and then cleansed

Today as it was written, "Peace i live with you, my Peace i give to you" i felt so assured and encourage!! though, this is just the start, i can feel the pain and i can see the tears already!!! but what's most important is the JOY OF IT ALL!!!! whoa!!!

HARVESTERS
We need to stand firm!!! Because we are just a bar away from our own PERSONAL GROWTH!! All who desire to be shepherd, cls, etc. be prepared n let's grow together to see all of us move on to a whole new leap of growth!!!

It's called WILLINGNESS.......are u one that keeps your heart on constant bondage with routines??

WHOA!!!!!!! i guess this whole week have never been as relax as today!!!!!!!!!!

Lesson kinda dismiss early, so went to catch the film called "Monster Vs Alien" wif my classmates!! except for that very very gross 3D slimy green fish..the rest was ok!
Practicing parts with shai in vivo simply is one that is so memorable!!! well, this is the first tym we meet to practice in a public place!!! we picked a spot overlooking the whole of sentosa!! haahs... so nice to sing with the breeze!! i felt so relax!!!!

Then travelling to boon's for singing prac. and then went for dinner(except the fishy part wch causes me to be so stressed up throughout the whole dinner-,-''') and then travelling bac home...those times r jux so RELAXING!!! haahs..i dunno y, but i feel so so so at peace! Hhaazx..maybe bcos i am finally able to catch my parts?? LoL...even as i'm typing now, i'm still practicing my parts!! hmmmmmmm............i think Shai rocks big big time!!!! hahahazx...though i sounded bad, she nvr fail to encourage me constantly, n when i'm lost halfway thru, she'll giv me assurance tt i'm on the right track!!! i think God sent her to train my humility as a person with many defects!! like ptiching probs, alto part sing to tenor part and my many nonsense during practice with her!!!! i feel so childlike yet at the same time spiritual topic never cease!!! i actuali wana specifically thank her for something that she has done for me!! but i forgot!!! so ya...am still trying to recall mann!!! but in any case!!! THANK YOU SHAIIII!!!

*WORLD DECLARATION!!! REGH PASSED HER FTT YTD!!! WHOA!!!!!!!!!! honk honk* "i'm hearing it coming!" =D

Looking back at how God work in an unspeakable manner makes me want to learn so much more about Him!

As i was on my way to meet my sheep, God gave me this time to sit beside the school that i once conquered! (WESTWOOD) while waiting for my veri sexy sheep, HUAIQIAN(Dora face)..i jux sat under a shade and start praying for the school, i felt a sense of victory once again!!! and then, i started looking back at how things have changed and how the Regh in the past hold prayer meetings in the nearby multi-storey carparks like at 6am!! and once even got caught by the Discipline teachers for supposedly "loiteering" before school starts!! i jux laugh...laughing in awe of God!!

Then as i meet my another sexy sheep (HUICHUEN), i jux laugh futher as i see how much..just how much God have changed her after 3years of getting to know her and then becoming sheepmates, and then becoming my sheep... so much so that the once ever naughty gurl (ah lian) who skips school etc. eventually becoming top in school and then now having big dreams for God!! it amazes me!

Suddenly saw a familiar face as i bused home..the person that once made an impact in my life in my previous church!! then i walk past this church that i once serve in..i see the doors where i once happily usher people in with a big wide smile, never fail to greet everyone who passes by!! mannn...i leap out a sigh...praising God for not giving up on me eventhough i let Him down once!!! That despite the hevoc i cause, He still brought me to the bestest of the bestest Y-HOPE!! Somewhere which i've not seen the past regina, but a brand new freshly baked by God speciality!!!

how about you?? have you ever take some time to breathe in the air that God have brought you through and through?? take a minute..close your eyes...and start breathing this special air from God!!! The old has gone!!! =D