it bothers me when i chance upon people's life around me that seem to be living in an aviary..not that they r like little birds that were being cooped in it all day long, rather it appears to me that they were the ones who cooped themselves up nonetheless thinks and act like those being living in it. devastating as it could be, that's their world, it may seem really bad, but to them, they've lost all purpose in life...

"what's your purpose in life??" throw them this question in an observation of how a stuttering answer will reveal bit by bit from their lips. whenever pictures of faces of them was impressed on me, i could not help but to relate their situation in my shoes...if one day i happen to be one of them, what will it be like?? i felt so so so displease!!!! i just want something to be done it the hope to revive them...

the answer came by just so lightly with a snap of the fingers......the familiarity of their situation depicts the scene when i left God years ago...and if i were to get back into that situation again, it'll be when i leave God... but never will it happen, for, once bitten twice shy!! never will i want that purposeless life where you r just captured by time and by the world...THEY JUST NEED GOD!!!

for fellow Christians, if you are now in a state whereby you can't answer the question of what's your purpose in life, it may most probably be due to the lost of your spiritual passion..i've been investing my time  in this book by Gordon Macdonald called 'Renewing Your Spiritual Passion'...a very captivating book that allows me to dwell on it all day...and i would like to share one of the learnings that i have picked out from the book...[there are no shortcuts,no gimmicks, no easy ways to cultivate an intimacy with God] =D



[pen alittle to prove your existence!!]

MANN!!! i've jux check my term2 schedule!!!!!! guess what!!!!!!!!!! all are morning lessons!!!!!!!!!!! oh mann!!! i've been praying non-stop for my term2 schedule to be in the morning!! instead of lyk now, i end sch everyday at lyk 5pm!!! sometyms later!! and now!!! whoa!!!!! from 22nd sep onwards!! my lessons ends at 1pm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i duno y i had so little faith that u noe, the timetable will still be the same for term 2!!!! but God, perfected it for me!! so that ministry would not be a problem for me anymore!!! i can like go down for outreaching and evax like everysingle day!!! mann!!!!!!!! as cg08 is nearing, i really wana thk God for allowing smooth plans like this allowing me to follow through!! i'm jux so thkful!! for everything!!=D thk you God!!!=D

blazing through this storm of dark reds
allowing pieces by pieces to shatter and drop
not so willing, that sacred place, being camouflage

still...the heart sings
for hope, and for joy
affecting nobody but every soul that seeks

peering through the blueish blur visual
in sight was a float
He says "breathe,my child,BREATHE!"



as it is..came buoyant..i've named..=D

THANK YOU LORD
for


................................Saturating Me In This Place..............................

JusT SmILE=D

just put on a smile to brighten up another's day...=D CHEEZE...............................JUST SWIM IT ALL OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ya..ALL!!!

The story of both Joseph and Simeon is found in Genesis37...

i'm particularly very into Genesis recently...reading Genesis in a very new experience..every insights that were given by God was amazingly powerful!! i was very impacted by this brothers that God had showed me through my QuietTime jux now...

Note that, Joseph rather than the eldest brother Simeon, is used by God because of Simeon's SIN...God is therefore gona use Joseph to finish His plan in Israel!!!the rest of the brothers were particularly jealous of Joseph as he was Israel's love..everyone favors him rather than the rest of his brothers...Mann...this proves one thing..

GUARD AGAINST SINNING BECAUSE IT MAY COST YOU YOUR PLACE IN GOD'S PLAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Sin,is define as anything that have fallen short of the standard of God..have God's word hit the Bulls eye of your heart??]

Physically/mentally/spiritually drained out?? Are you looking for a source of strength?? here's the solution!!

Look to God!!!!!!!

WHEN...
everything withers...He's the gardener
everything dies...He gives life
everything drags...He speeds it up


when you are alone and nobody cares.......He is here...yes,right beside you...

oh mannn........look at what i've done today!!! hahazx....was involve on the role of princess Rapunzel in my drama presentation in school today!!! mann!! it's hard!!! we did the rehearsals kinda last min. and everything was being crop up last min. and mannn....esp. props!! but well, given the many experience in church..i manage to maximise the little materials that i was given to do up some last min. props for the skit!!! welll....the props and all went well...phew~

right...y acting is not my forte?? that's bcos i almost screwed up today!!! opps! that bcos the script was amazingly being edited here and there...and given regina around...definitely i'll add in some humour!!! mann!!! ya, and the irony of Rapunzel is that the prince charming had become her evil boss at work!! and that her boss is upset with her hair and then demand her to fix it..but the naughty Rapunzel refused and instead mock her boss for having long armpit hair.. it was real funny!!! and with an audience of 107!!! the burst out of laughter acted deep in my cheek cells in that enclose area...i've got no choice but to burst out into laughter on stage too!!!! ohhhh.......that's bad luhhh....but..thk God!! Rapunzel's hair is suppose to be long..therefore, i covered up my face with the hair!!! not that obvious i hope!!! btw..this weighs 2% of my examination...so my grp got a good 1.8% for the total!!! not bad ehs!!! =Dthk God!!
-hmm...anticipating my Magic presentation nxt tue!!!! haahs..with a Magic idiot lyk me=X

WHOA!!!!!! it's MDIS CARNIVAL TML!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so excited!!!! cos upon dismissal, i saw uncle ringo!!!!!!! yea!!!!!!! actuali it kinda feels weird still nda attend lessons while they r holding a carnival in the campus!!!!! hiash!!! won't ppl be preying on the carnival??!!! CRAZY SCHOOL...

[breathed]

mann!!!!!!! it jux came across my mind so much about giving to the kingdom of God!!!!!!!!

ya, i tithe regularly and all...BUT....the thing is that....even the pharisee gives REGULAR tithes and all!!!!!!! so can u imagine if u r not a regular tither??!! YOU ARE WORST THAN A PHARISEE!!!!!!!!! yea..ya!!! so it's not abt ththing luhh....

what i meant by the not so much i give is that..when it's relating to the area of pioneering and stuffs!!! mann!!! i noe it's hard to balance up as assignments came crushing down my bones and all that...and it looks as if i've given much....but when i began to browse through the whole of ESS...various district and groups etc. it jux struck me so hard that i'm doing nothing!!!!!

jux an hour ago...papaliew tok to me on MSN...and guess wad?? he gave me the link to central's blog...somehow he's smart to noe that i dun blog hop!! hahazx..so he gave me the link..and i went to browse thru the many beautiful pictures with nice illustrations done by the central ppl...and oso how they saw the value of outreaching and stuffs!!! they had pictures of many scenes and all...it was so inspiring!!!!!!! by how they evax etc. it simply shows that the ppl saw the value of it!!! and i begin to wonder, how much have i gave??!!! i believe that i'm jux too complacent with things....

and ya....BAMP!!!!! WESTD1~~ pls.....it's a command from me to view central's blog!!!!!!! and aft reading it......do u feel the same way as i do?????? if yes.....CONGRATS and WAY TO GO!!!!!!!! =D let's do it together!!!!!!! i like one thing that i learn from YCLM....if you see the value...you'll give your whole life to it!!!!!!!!!!! whoa!!!!!!!!! i mean...u guys have realie work hard,....but pips!! let's not be complacent!!!!!!!!!! amen?? WESTWOOD!! TWO MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!! HUAYI!!!!!!!!! 6 more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mannnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SEE THE VALUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i always mention........compare ourslvs wif those church planters in the middleast....friends...sadly to say....we gave nothing!! seriously nothing as compared to those out there who are risking their lives every second!!!!!!

p.S...fill in the blanks for the title!! CLUE: derived frm poem!!=D

the irony of one's life is anchored in each an every soul.
purposeful or non-purposeful is one where everyone probes.
the question was yet to be...

Decision lies in every part of this irony.
only to find out rejections aft the decisions.
playing apart of this respite
the irony could not help but to fall in
like little angels, the devil fought...
hard enough to end up in the enemy's clan..
taken aback
shoo shoo..it went away..

but...

sure it was..it went away
but never it is..it came back..
as Cliche as it could be
a year quickly past
and so here it was
left unchangeable

but...

there's here someone
an angel that's dying to help
this little broken feather
it reads..YOUR SIGNATURE PLEASE
it never arrive...

so it whispered..."SAVE ME"..
haah.....
the irony of life this is.....
-Regh'S=D

=D in case u r wondering, this is not an EMO poem yepzx!!!! wakakakazx.....there's hidden meaning!! DO READ CAREFULLY and ANALYSE!!!!!!
whoa whoa whoa!!!! get your brains wrecking mann!!!! HAVE FUN!!!!!...u may wana drop me a mail or call me whn u've manage to solve the IRONY of this poem!!!=D sTaY ALERT!!!!!!

[BRAINFREEZE!!!!!?? can u??]