A tremendous gush of weird feelings of mine!! gosh, i jux can't seem to get rid off!! am i suppose to be excited, worried or worried excited?? haahs..i realize i can't comprehend even myself!!! Alrights...resorting my plight over here didn't make anything better....grrrrssss...

Cox, in like 3hrs time i'd be leaving this puny island n would even miss the not so missable National day parade?? HAaahszx!!!

well...one thing that really holds back this ignorant mix feeling girl is that faces of 50 odd ppl that would definitely flash pass her mind n blow her away during the trip!! whooo/phew..i don't noe! but one thing for shure!! i would misss ya guys real lots!!! i tink God is great to send 4 ZAI warriors to facilitate!!! so to u guys out there!!! WAY TO GO MANN!!!! =D

I would like to jux briefly share what i've been into this morning in a traffic jam where i picked up my book to read...

Have u come across a time where u did just what u r not suppose to do and God strucks you with this "CHANGE my child, CHANGE!" and that keeps u in a dilemma for like at least a couple of days or so?? and when u nda change, and u noe and u noe that u nda change, u P R O C A S T I N A T E!!! gosh...this i think, is the deadliest bait that the devil can ever do to us !!! u noe, u nda change in this area and that area, but u just can't!!!! why?? because....