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it was indeed a special day tdy as i have been blessed by my mum to a trip to the Formula One race!!! if anyone who have been to my hse b4, i believ u guys would have seen the vast collections of Ferrari that i had in my bedroom!! =D oh well, say it mann!!! as u would have guessed it right, ya, i do lyk that red thing that goes VAVAVOOM on streets!! =D but however, i find it not practical to own one,i mean, even if i'm wealthy or if my dad owns the swiss bank, i don't think i would get that as my car still!! maybe admire will do!=D

but oh well,Fernando  Alonso gets the crown in the finals tdy!! ya, this spain hunk got it bcos i've screamed!! lyk..."alonso..AHH..alonso-,-''"  for once my mum thougt that she had brought a mad daughter out on streets..Nicoll Rosberg was up next, aft alonso=D phew~ya...but apparently he got his all time highest timing well,congrats:)

o.0..bfore i fgt, u noe, Nelson Piquet's Renault kissed the wall!! oh boy! it was an awful sight, but he manage to get out of his Renault real quick!!  ya...but apparently whn Felipe Massa was being held back by that comical error..i go lyk "FERRARI!!!! ahhh...FERRARI" ohh mann, it was really a close shave, as the fuel pipe have not been pulled out whn he was abt to drive off, and apparently it was stuck, this cause him dearly, i guess!! i mean, i dun support massa, but i do support that red toy that he's driving!! aft massa's incident, Coulthard too pitted off with the fuel pipe attatched-,-''but this is alittle more serious, a mechanic was being knock and stretchered off with an injured ankle.. hey guys,look,cool it mann!!

i did take quite a no. of videos and pics, will try to get it upload soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=D stay tune!!=D

[1/2 dozen mths..till thn...]

wooa!!! ytd was a day of vocal training and physical training for me..urgh, in short it's jux..TRAINING!!! hahazx...it was indeed a complicating journey to shai's plc...yet exciting!!! hahazx, cox i cnt wait to noe what's going on whn i rch her plc!! i was greeted by her astonishing room full of MELODIES!!! thn all the soft gadgets on her bed!! i particular lyk one of wch..i jux lyk it's butt, cox of the beanie feel!! hahaax..thn i started to get so interested to noe ech of the history of her soft-toy!! mann!! it all carries an interesting story behind it!! and to think that she even bothers to slowly explain thm one by one to me!! and i jux learn that shai's in uni!! hahazx...ok, i mux realie admit that she looks young luhh!!! kekezx...

aft wch,we thn get into the serious matter!! singing!!! WHOA!!! ya, i was super super super PAISEH!!!!! can u imagine, singing infront of a singing pro!!! urghh!!! and whn i sing, i realise my face got redder and redder, but thk God she din realise, as my face is always red luhh, as u can see..HAhazx..but i've learn alota techniques!!! wah..i din noe i struggle wif rhythm prob too!! woa!! looks lyk there's more to learn mann!! but shai realiie got the "lao shi" patient, though she claims that she doesn't!! hahazx, she'll try all ways to explain to me whn i say 'huh?' haha!!! and the thing is that she'll keep replaying that part where i went off pitch..flat...too high..etc.etc. to make sure i got it right!!=D Hahazx...she even go to that extend to standing up infront of the com screen to accompany me to sing and tap towards the rhythm hoping i will get it!! and we even pretend that we r holding a mike!! hhazx!! and she probs this halfway thru "do u wan a real mike? i got.." HAHAHAZX..she's jux super funny luhh!! but this reali proves her passion for singing and the desire to use her gift to expand the kingdom of God!!

aft singing, she offer me the priviledge to try her mum's cooking!!! though i was traumatise by the fish,,but thn she scoop one sppon w/o fish and i tried, and i ttell u, it was havenly!! the porridge tastes sooo sweet and it's aroma jux lingers in my mouth!!! wow!! it's so nice, and while she's eating, we chatted quite abit here and there!! and i realie caught whole of her spirit of how much she wants to expand the kingdom of God by maximising what she has!! to think that even whn she's preparing for her exams now, she still bothers to find time to train up her team!! mann!!! i'm realie very touched by her sharing!!! =D

woa, ok...and aft singing finally, i went for a solid 3hrs of physical training!!!!!!!!! wooo!! so in all, i had a heart,body,soul and mind day!!! =D yea!! ACCOMPLISHED!!! CHOP!!=D

the simplicity of the complexity of the word 'SHEPHERD' and 'SHEEP'...my shepherd JENCY aka spongebob aka bob aka bobby aka square aka squarish aka ah jen etc. ETC.!!! have portrayed...

i've jux read her card wch was lyk given to me on last friday, those encouraging words, those trust those faith that she has deeply touch the soul of my heart!!! though she keep emphasizing the word "_ _ _ _" wch is super ultra sensitive to me, i jux felt the love that she has as a shepherd to her sheep=D (jen tan, this does not give you the reason to keep calling me _ _ _ _!!!!)

many ppl were grounded by the word "SHEPHERD" and "SHEEP" wch causes barrier aft barrier btwn bth the shepherd and the sheep...taking it too legalistic..i'm not sure for u, but well, atleast i've got a handfull of them on my list...this is the reason y i juxt feel that i'm the priviledge one and that i'm the blessed one!!! today, i just want to publicly proclaim a big THANK YOU to my leader cum shepherd that God has placed over my life!!

i'm not sure if you have come across the both of us bickering with one another over minor stuffs lyk calling ech other names and many other dumb things that both of us always do to shame one another in a crowd?? (well, we always does that-_-''') this is bcox of the kinda extremely WEIRD behaviour that the both of us portrays to actually happen to bond the both of us to not just shepherd and sheep, but more to a friend/ family member...despite the various dumb ways that both of us always do, it always never fail to deepen our relationship with one another!! lyk watching several dumb movies together and noting each other flaws in the movie theatre!! LAUGHS!!! eg. BEWARE of watching thrillers/horror movie with jen, she screams whn the theatre is silient!!! opps, i did it again!! hahazx

she never fail with her jokes that cause her poor audience to catch a flu virus from it jux bcos it gets too cold at times!! hahazx...but bcox of that i mux really say that her jokes are of high level!!! =D (jen tan, dun be proud!) a leader not only as a leader but also one SPIRITUAL MOTHER to us all!!!! the trust and assurance she give me are sufficient enough for me to declare her goodness...thank you so much jen for all that you've done for me!! always it's jux one reaction from me and she'll go "ahh..you this..this..this..ar? ahhh..you..that..that..that ar?" thank you for understanding me too jen!!

dearest jen, both boonie and me will always be your pillar of support!!! in any point in time when you feel that you are in a lack of patrol, there's always 2patrol kiosk for you to fill up your tank, namely boon's patrol station and regh's patrol station!!! 24/7 specially open for you!!! always know that we r all geared and charged up for the upcomings together with you!!!! LOVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUACKZX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=D

ps. here's a dumb thing that both f us did ytd!!! err..i mean only jen, excluding me..we caught a jap show that jen hav benn bugging me to watch, and finally we did it ytd!! ohh, btw it was real cheap!!$6 as it was on a monday!!=D opps, i even fgt the title of the show!! mann!! w/o knowing anything abt the show, we bought the tickets, i thought to myself, this is gona be cool as it was the first time that we din head for challenging films!! it was real weird...when it actually turn out to be a romance movie abt this jap guy and a girl facing all oughts to actually get married and to also realise that their obstacles were all pre-arranged by their parents-,-''''' and yyou know what?? throughout the movie i keep hearing " zhe ge si hao ben ooo, hao ben oo(this movie is dumb,real dumb)"
if not, it was "wo men shi ben ren(we r dumb people)" ohh mann!!! i couldn't hlp but to keep laughing!! and bcox of this, i've found a partner to watch MIRRORS with me next week!!!! HOHOHO!!! stay tune for my movie review nxt week!!! =D

[fix it well!!=D]

apparently it has been an awesome week and another week to come!! i've been very much spending half my time being with the sweetest,ignorant being in the world!! WESTD!!!! haahs...esp. my cg mates!!! the ppl that i'm going to the battlefield with, day in day out...i've always enjoyed every moment spent with them, though the fact that some of them does require more attention and that could be real draining at times, but the case is that God always prepares rest and renewal in many other aspects..it delights my heart with the fullest assurance wheneva i signal the end of my day by walking towards the last berth of the interchange, seeing marching ants-like of NTU students filling every gap of the berth, but thn wheneva i shut my eyes closed,breathed..there, an unexpected 179 arrives..=D this is the priviledge of being God child though, and i'm buffeting it!! mann!!

as i submerge deeper into the grp, i've begin to really get more insights of their doings...though some of which are really obscene, nontheless the coreteam is always ready to tackle it..i've never seen such beautiful side of westD1 and i've seen it BIG time already...and i'm greatly pleased...problems do come by there and then, but now that i'm seeing the unseeable of the group, i'm so ready..so ready to open up my arms to retrieve problems to come...because of a great God that i'm serving, then what/who shall i be afraid of?? nothing, i say!! the potential of the group that God have enabled me to see is way far more than i've ever expect of the group..and then it is when i realise another vision have been installed for me!! thk you God=D

[...into...the heart]

OUT OF THE ABUNDANCE OF THE HEART...THE MOUTH SPEAKS...

[IT WRITES..FR YOUR CASE=D]

ever tot of being the popular figure like Mother Teresa?

as i was on my way home after my SECOND LAST PAPER!!!!! i saw this lady in her early 50s i guess, well, she was in a state of distress carrying huge bags of groceries...it is a natural human instinct to immediately hlp her to carry up the bus right? apparently i'm already in the comfort of my seat when i saw her...and i definitely is not up to the standard of dashing across the small alley of legs to reach her...so i was fixing my eyes upon her surrounding, a young chap could be seen as still anticipating if he should hlp her out..but by then, she have already gotten a place even b4 the guy could make the decision to hlp her...

the sight of this incident allowed my thoughts to run wild again...we want to always hlp those who could be seen as suffering, but then each time b4 extending that little thing that clutches in refusal, it hold us back...by then, we'll keep this guilt in us throughout..an analogy is that wheneva we passes through the stretch of underpass where we see the needs of the unfortunate, an immediate reaction is to reach for our pocket hoping to get a few coins out, but when we are stuck with the butter fingers in the pocket or deriving at a $50 note instead, this holds us back, thus surpassing the needy...THE DECISION MAKING PROCESS IS IMPORTANT...so what could be holding you back?? =D



[half a dozen mths??!!='( rest!!! rest!!! promised?]

i happen to be at the Fair Price of  JP today, purchasing bags of  "THE MOST EXPENSIVE APPLES IN THE WHOLE FRUIT RACK!!!" ya, and i tot i was proud of it...i kept emphasizing that this is the most expensive apples but did not really explain the true concealed story behind it...there were several racks of apples ranging from the cheapest to the most expensive...i was overtly situated at the section of the most expensive apple corner...not that i'm rich, but bcos i realize that there were several fingernail inked onto those cheaper apples...i won't want my cg members to eat those defected apples!! moreover, we are having a HEALTHY CG today!!!!

to my astonishment the other apples also had defects on it, but not as much as those cheaper ones..so i took my time to choose, i picked 10 of it...as i'm choosing the apples, i suddenly had a God kind of feeling!! we r just like the apples on the fruit rack and God is the one choosing those apples!! the wrong doings that we have done is often seen and presented to God in many ways, each time we sin, we will jux be like the defected apple..God then started to reveal alot to me when i was standing infront of the rack choosing the apples!! He said, "there are alot of fresher ones without defects, i will picked those and put it in my bag, those with the most fingernail inked shall be still left on the rack..." actually, some apples that i've pick also had some defects, but that's because they are the best out of the rest, and it is edible still...i've derived that God still choses us, but it is to that extend that if we keep sinning, keep laying our fingernail prints on the apple, he can't take us, cox we are no longer edible!!!

what if,we become rotton apples?? will we have a place in the fruit rack?? THE MOST EXPENSIVE APPLE, IT WAS...=D

Any takers for a splendid brain ice-blended?? with or without pearls??? nahhh...symptoms of exams...pls allow me to!! =D

the audible sawing sound ranging a good 20000Hz of the blender...followed by my 'Social Behavioural Studies' text book...gazing at the sharp blades beneath...and finally, BLEND BLEND BLEND!!!!!!!!! whoa!!! study have never been so gruesome yepzx??!!

 nose nose...WHERE R U???


[stopped penning??]

i would like to use this opportunity to thank all of you hunks and babes out there whom celebrated my bdae!!!!!!!!!! the all so sweet messages and even those words of "HAPPY BADAE" being typed as your MSN nick meant really alot to me!!! from the bottom of my heart....A GREAT THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but there's this particular grp of ppl that i must really mention here!!!

*YEHUI,ROBIN,PAUL
*WESTD
*JOLENE,KAIEN,GORDON

to my beloved EVE yehui and gang!!!! Amounting my heartfelt Zillion thanks to you for everything that you've done for me in my life!!! giving me surprises like every year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and thanks for everything that you've arranged and especially the photo frame that you've made that deliberate effort to put in for me despite your awaitng mountainous pile of work in pending...and despite 'uncle' being sick!!! THANK YOU MY BELOVEd 'AUNTIE'!!!!

to my warming family of God!!! ya, WEST D!! i'm tokin abt you!!! in particularly sotongan,book,tuna,and quannie for making all the neccesary plans!! i truy understand the plight of racking your brains to do all the planning and stuffs!! esp, the trouble of getting to ikea and all to get those DIY stuffs!!!!! oh mann!! i noe you guys had spent hours doing it!!! THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN!!! and of cox to the rest of the westd's that celeberated as well..And also i wana thk Shannon for the prayers that was made for bth jen and me!! lastly, nth beats the joy of celeberatin a close bdae with my shepherd!=D

last but not least!!!!!!!! jol,ke,gor!!!!!!! God had indeed placed Godly friens lyk you guys in my life!! the fact that all of u took the trouble to come all the way at the time where i thought there's no more celebrations...and then i was captured by surprise accompanied by shocks and screams!!! and also, i really really like the PRICELESS bdae cake!!! and i really enjoyed your stay esp. the prayers that was made etc. eveytime spent with you guys are always accompanied by spiritual elements to spur on one another growths!! EXCEPT!! those fishy and birding stuffs from Ke and Gor-,-''' ya..sending screams to bth jol and me-,-'''grrr...wait till i find out what make you guys freak out!! {evil laughs*} frm the bottom of my heart...THANK YOUUSSSSSS!!!!

the reason y i wana signal out this ppl is bcox, you guys jux meant so much to me!! it's there and then that i realise...YOU DON'T NEED FRIENDS..YOU JUST NEED TRUE FRIENDS!!! eventhough you have the whole world as your friends..but without true friends where you can share your woes with, true friends where they can hlp you grow more in God...you are as good as friendless!!!

lastly, if those who are really close to me..you'll noe that i don't fancy in expensive prezzies as gifts..there's just 2 criteria to meet the expectations of of gifts..that's 1)your presence(quality time) & 2) DIY(do it yourself) ya...i LOVE cards and those DIY stuffs...i'll instantly feel double love when i receive gifts that are made by themselves..and the perticular grp of ppl that i've mentioned, did it!!! let the picture speaks!!! the photo frame below is done by yehui, the black frame thingy,orange card and a blue mug candle if frm westd and the PRICELESS cake is from jol,ke and gor=D

but b4 that...a special thks to my FAMILY!!!!!!!!!! MOM,DAD,SIS PAMU aka CHUKIE JR aka ASH and RACHELMU!!!!!!!! esp. buying me my fav chocolate marquise cake that feeds like a family of 15!! is with a supportive family lyk you guys that portrays greater secure in the visuals of my near future being an 18yr old presently...=D