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September 30 Rusty lady don't sleep!!!Received a mail from my mom and i think this picture is knocking some sense onto me!!! =D
Mirror Mirror on the wall..who can help me to switch on the coffee shop lights so that this sun burn suffering rusty lady can go to bed now!!! Huffy Scuffy of a Rusty Lady tdy:)Almost burst out in tears when i wake up early in the morning after struggling REAL HARD to sleep ytd!!, rushes to the driving centre only to realize that the 955-1105 i've written on my calender is 955pm-1105pm and not 955am-1105am!!!!!!
Thk God i brought along my swimming gear and headed back to jp's safra for a GOOD LONG LONG LONG SWIMMM!!!!!!!!!! Wheeee!!! i smell like chlorine!!! Wanted to challenge myself for a straight 100laps..but ended up 60?? i guess..cox i feel my skin tearing from the glaring sun!!!! GOSH!!The probability of me getting a sun burn is once every 20 times i swim!!! cox my face is always red, it makes no different!!! (ya, cold! i noe!) err..nah, but tdy's sun was an exception!! Roasted Regh on display! Apparently tml i'm having shepherding with one of my recently most "healthy" sheep!! hopefully using the INDOOR POOL!!!! ok, hold my words accountable for a 100laps~~ Chlorine!! here i come!!!
Met up with a jiajin n yida for some chem(*and yida found out a hidden secret of mine!! maybe jiajin too!!) n then met peilu for EL!! i tink her EL improve BIG TIME!! gdgd!! :) she is the best student i ever have!! homework is always done! afterwch, met dora for a couple of words...n this bright sheep of mine is so funny!! Being with her makes me feel like a mum!! (YOUNG MOM)
I really learn alot from the life of this particular person today! He is called Yee Tat u can call him egg tart! Hhahzx...though i often "bully" him, but more than that the more inadequate he feels, the more i begin to learn his child-like attitude!! Though he appear seemingly jovious n bo chap! but deep down, i feel a longing of his of striving higher for the kingdom of God!! Hahhs, actually i had something on to do just now, but in turn, i decided to stay awhile longer to have a good chat with him tdy, n i realize how much he have grown!! The time spent was really worthwhile! whoa! n if u r Lee Yee Tat reading this entry...J I A Y O U!!! :)
afterwch...yahhh..where else could i go?? head back to the driving centre with the pleasure of SihUi's dad's car!! whoa! n so tdy i've made like U-turns after U turns!!!! Cool!! i'm beginning to like U turns!! hahazx..
Anw, here's sth that caught my attention on a sticker of a person's car, it says: NO JESUS NO PEACE..KNOW JESUS KNOW PEACE=) September 27 DISCERNMENT??? W O W!!!!!!!! Big Word?? or Powerful word?? HAhazx..well, to me, its jus a word-,-''' Today, i would just like to clarify a few things about the misconception about the GIFT OF DISCERNMENT!!! 1)There is no such thing as, that gift is more powerful than that gift!!!! NONSENSE!!!!! all the gifts are the same!!! Cmon!!! GET A LIFE!!!!!! *huffff puff* -Be thankful that you can know your gifts, because....THAT IS FROM GOD!!!! and God actually bothers to give u a gift to serve Him btr!! so use that gift to serve Him better!!!!!!=D 2)It's not SCARY!!!! and none is suppose to fear the person who has the gift of Discernment, because...THEY SHOULD FEAR GOD INSTEAD!!!!! 3)Ppl who posses the gift of discernment DON'T exactly know every single thing!!!! so don't take it for granted by saying "er..u want to know ar? use your discernment la!" Because, Discernment is NOT suppose to be use in this way!!!! 4)It's not about whether you want to discern or i want to discern, but whether God wants anot??!! so, sadly, u can't control DISCERNMENT!!! God holds the key to it!!! So what is actually Discernment?? In Scripture, the ability to discern is a sign of spiritual maturity. This is why Paul prays for the Philippian Christians “that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ—to the glory and praise of God” (Phil 1:9-11). Growth in love must always be accompanied by knowledge and discernment.Love without knowledge and discernment is naive; knowledge without love is mere shrewdness. A truly mature Christian must have both. Just because one begins with an action that is clearly prompted by the Spirit does not mean that subsequent actions are equally the work of the Spirit. We must beware of the danger of hanging on to the "afterglow" of a spiritual experience. -Ignatius Loyola Some research done on DISCERNMENT~r u ready? here it goes! =D -Dr Simon Chan EG.Having a humble attitude alone does not prove conclusively that what a person is doing is of God. (After all, one could put up a good act without being one. Or, a humble person could be credulous at the same time.) But if we discern a lack of humility, we could safely conclude that the person is not acting out of divine prompting. Secondly, these signs when taken separately cannot show decisively if a work is of God, but taken together they help us to check the validity of religious experience. Together they create a “truth profile” against which individual experiences could be tested. Some of these signs are: A. Truth. A person moved by God's Spirit will comport with God's revealed truth in his or her word and deed. The Spirit of God is the Spirit of truth who leads us to Christ the Truth ( John 16:13). B. Gravity. God does not generally cause things that are useless, frivolous, and futile to happen. There is always a seriousness in the divine work. Thus we have good reason to be suspicious when claims are made that God showers people with gold dust and angel’s feathers. C. Obedience. A spirit of submission and obedience is an indicator (though not an absolute one) that the source is divine. Pride and rebellion is contrary to the spirit of Christ. D. Peace. There is an assured peace when God's Spirit moves upon the soul (Phi. 4:9). Corporately, peace among the people of God is a good (though not certain) indicator of divine approval, whereas an agitated and cantankerous spirit in the community is an indication that people are not acting according to God’s will. E. Christ-centredness. If there is no sustained desire to follow Christ and imitate his example, we have good reason to doubt the validity of the experience. September 25 There's power in ur speechHow much is Speaking worth to you??? i've been reflecting the whole night on it..."talking is the cheapest thing on earth"-familiar? well, for my case, its not!!! SPEECH IS THE MOST COSTLY THING THAT A PERSON CAN EVER PAY FOR ITS WRONG!
I'm not really toking abt speech that hurts others, this is too fundamental! In this case, it's a matter of FAITH in speech! i think sometimes unknowingly our speech proves how much faith we have! esp. when negative circumstances may smack right into your face, what is the first word/sentence that comes to your mouth?? "SHUCKS!" "DIE LA" i was reminded of a book that i've read quite awhile ago, it says that when you've already acknowledge your problem, then you are already placing your Faith in the problem itself and thus u r believing in the problem!!!!!!
Leaders: what do you usually discuss when u come together?? HOW BAD YOUR GROUP IS???=) well.....it's not that you don't see the bad sides of the group, but what about individual potential in all the flaws??:)
Members:What are you speaking of your church/group?? My gp lacks love?? my cg is all boring, every week is the same?? my leader is ...... so if you are seeing the bad sides of everything, then what are you doing about it?? instead of acknowledging that your group is boring, why not take the initiative to make cg lively?? so the question is, what is FELLOWSHIP to you??
[IF YOU CAN SPEAK WORDS THAT CAN BUILD PPL UP, THEN WHY SPEAK TO TEAR PPL DOWN??]
(Spot the difference?? :) September 24 Why you've got to CELEBERATE!!!!-PERRY NOBLEAfter spending close to like 30mins in my all time Fav blog..PERRY NOBLE!!! i was so caught up in this particular entry that he wrote!! reasons to celeberate!!! Mann!! the way he outs across this just could not make me stop my brain juices from flowing words of CELEBERATIONS!!! =D Alright, so here it goes! =D From time to time people get negative when other people express the positive things that are happening in the ministry in which they are serving…which often causes people to want to crawl in a hole and silently celebrate the success that God is blessing them with… AND THAT HAS TO STOP! If God is blessing you and your ministry…you’ve GOT to celebrate! If people are Kingdom minded they will celebrate with you…unless, of course, they’re obsessed with their own kingdom and not God’s! You can’t allow jealous, bitter and envious people to control you! If just ONE person crosses the line of faith(convert), if just ONE prodical comes home, if just ONE person goes public for Jesus, if just ONE person repents of a sin that has held them in bondage forever…YOU’VE GOT TO CELEBRATE!!! Because…there ARE people in this world that WANT to celebrate with you! Sure, there ARE people in this world who will question what is happening in your ministry when you begin to celebrate! (AND…keep in mind that MOST of these people have a blog, not a church!!!) AND…there are people who will cause others to doubt as to whether or not what is taking place in your church is authentic. (Such as, “there were a lot of salvations reported there…but did they REALLY receive Christ?) AND…when you celebrate you will get attacked… BUT THAT IS NO REASON TO STAY SILENT!!! God DID NOT BLESS YOU so that you could BE QUIET ABOUT IT!!! HE DIDN’T WORK AMONG YOU SO THAT YOU COULD TELL NO ONE!!! Life is too short and hell is too hot for us to live in fear of others who want to criticize what God is doing among us (and then claim to be on the same team!) When God blesses…you’ve GOT to celebrate! Sure, celebrate correctly…BOAST IN HIM and WHAT HE HAS DONE…and not in some “great idea” that you had! (See Jeremiah 9:23-24) (WHOA!!!! soooooo...WESTD!!! are u guys in for a CELEBERATION???!!!!! yea!!!!) =D September 22 WalkinzxIf you happen to know Regina personally, you will know that i kinda seldom rest and err...though i'm slow on The outside, but i'm actually kinda fast on the inside luhh....(i hope!) but well, i think walking is one of the thing that i do the fastest!!! hahazx..i can't stand people walking at a slow pace! perhaps due to my long legs! hahazx..fat one i mean! other thn that, the rest are like planning and stuffs, i can plan real fast!! hahazx..and the truth is that i love to plan!
ok, so i was just walking along orchard today at about 945pm...after chatting with the "sexy dora" on the phone lookin for my 2 missing sheeps, i decided to just pluck on to my hp and started listening to some worship songs! Honestly, i do not like mp3s psp and stuffs..cox i find that stings are irritating and i hate to just spent minutes getting the wires in place!! hahazx..but well, i just had the time to do so today...waiting for my mom's call, i just walk and walk and WALK...though pretty aimless..but i notice something! i've NEVER take the time to observe the surrounding of the place that i would go every saturday!! it's kinda often a bussy buzzy road for me like rushing for meetings after meetings, crossing the road to istana and stuffs...well, today, i finally had the opportunity to really walk so slowly and taking time to appreciate everything that passes me by! =D
Then, i started talking to God, allowing the holy spirit to speak thru the worship songs...word by word..i started throwing God all sorts of questions and it seem like the lyrics answered it all!! whoa!! i kept thinking and smiling at the same time(ya, i noe i look retarded), but then i got the answers that i needed to get everything right!!
If reading this and u can identify with what i'm talking about, do take some time to rest and LET GOD do the work for you by taking time to LISTEN!!!! =D
1)I nver know tht the light on the lampost at dhoby ghaut is so bright and glaring and it stands out from the rest!!!
2)Heee..parkmall's wall look so classic!!! wowww...
  September 18 give peanuts? u'll get monkeys=D Most of us here are called to be leaders...be it u are a whatever L...cl, ul, dl, if all the leaders u noe is the mention 3...then u r WRONG!!! Cos God calls EVERYONE to be a leader...even if u r a shepherd and is taking care of somebody, u are a leader too!!! Personally, i feel that as long as there's somebody newer than you do,that converts, YOU ARE A LEADER!!! ya...why do i say so? Bcos, that makes u older spiritually than he/she does..therefore who would they look up to?? YOU!!! ya!!! YOU!!! You are a role-model for them!!! This brings me to the topic of when u give peanuts, u'll get monkey's! Ever heard of this "why is our group not united?/We need to be more loving!/Why do we not have biblical topics during fellowship?etc.etc." if you find these comments familiar, then think about it! If you want to have a group that is loving, you gota first be loving, if you want a generous group, you must first be giving, if you want a group that initiates biblical topic, then you've gota first start up biblical topics!!! So what kind of group do you want to be in? =D September 17 Regh IS going Ga GA gA!!!  Though the 2 pictures above are simply not one of the most glam pictures taken, but well...to me, its one of those most well taken art pieces?*taken by sihui!!! haahzx.....i think i can hardly get so hysterical especially in public!!! hahazx...but welllll....i'm beginning to appreciate moments which speaks more then just a picture~~it's from the inside out!!! i remember telling 2 of my sheeps...Memories are experienced and remember deep within, no need for pictures! haahs! ok....i'm so looking forward to nxt wed's WILD WILD WET!!!!!!!!! HEEEEEEEZX....it's time to get HYSTERICAL!!!!!!!!!:) September 16 if u get my drift~The number 7 seem a zillion dollars Contemplating the simplest droplets A tennis ball in mouth Perhaps a mountain climb To view moments like Gold A smacking portrait upfront Something of no Denial Before this Curtain Shuts And jets arrive A continual as such does not mean one buoyant thrown... Haahs...it's great seeing the numbers on the weighing scale drop!! :) September 15 EXPECTATIONS!!! A leader that does not crap, is not a leader-Daniel Cheah but A leader that craps too much, can't be a leader-Regina Cheah Nahhhhh...i'm jux crapping up there!!!! hahahazx.....was sitting with my ZAI cls ytd at jp mac!!!!!! voimitting out topics aft topics!!! "KILLING, CHOPPING, SLICING" etc. etc.HAhazx..and this is definitely one of the HOT topics we have on the table!!!! Thus, i've decided to bring the topic from the table, to my BLOG!!!!!!! I've been thinking if perhaps we as "humans" tend to place a certain amount of expectation on our leaders...like, an aura or something??? and when our leaders do not meet the expectations set!! then......(......)ya...then, if this happens...the "human" will feel a little level up higher thn the leader or something right??? i remember when i just converted in hope, i tend to place high expectations of my shepherds etc. n thus, make every single shepherding VERY..EXTREMELY difficult for them!!!!! (*EVILS) to me somehow, i thought, they were not worth my time to shepherd me!!! haahs....n whenever my shepherd does stupid things, pride fills me up!!! i thought perhaps i'm the most spiritual sheep, n so my shepherd mux be "PERFECT" and must have those "AURA" kinda thingy!! After that one major breakthru n being the me today!!! i realize back then, if i'm so "SPIRITUAL" , by setting expectations on my shepherd, does this mean i'm judgemental!? and this will only make me LOOK "spiritual" TRUE spirituality is FROM THE INSIDE OUT!!!! and if God place a leader over you, don't u think u nda obey them?? hahazx...whoa!! i'm such a sinner!!! Alittle abt my team...it consist of the 6 of us...2of wch are the extreme serious n dun lyk to crap much n dun waste our tym to entertain "NONSENSE" naturally 2 of this category will tend to easily meet the expectations set as a leader..then we have 2 of thm wch is the middle one!! not so nonsense and not so crap!! thus, can get along well as leaders to the peers...then we have another 2, wch is the extreme crap n playful type...wch their flaws are kinda pasted everywhere..hahazx(dun kill me,if u ever read this!!) yet, both of thm r the most childlike leaders and are very people leaders!! but may not meet the expectations set! -ok..so u noe,God creates imperfect people to work together yepzx!!!! =D hhaahzx..ehh, but this team rocks okay!!!-i couldn't stop laughing!!!!! WAKAKAKAKAKAKZX.....But nomatter how imperfect we are, when we start working, that's where i see the puzzle being fixed n piece up one by one!!! we tend to cover up one another mistake n flaws so naturally!!! cos, through our differences, we are unknowingly complementing one another!!! =D The 2 extreme serious will find it hard to relate to others in masses!! n thus can get feedback like "ehh, the leader very scary" yet, talkin abt spirituality, this 2 rank top... The 2 middle ones are easy easy...however they get comments from both sides..some may not like thm, but mostly does! more subtle! The 2 extreme crap are very lovable pair!! they are extremely people person and is comfortable wherever they go as long as there's people! but may get comments like "u sure they are leaders?" *Haahs...so there are pros and cons yeapzx!! Initially, i tend to always place expectations on people that i work with, like my cg, dmm etc etc. however one day a person came to me and said "When we place our expectations too high on people, we get miserable and upset if they don't meet it"-Asher Liew So the thing is that...why place expectations on people when ultimately u r created to complement one another?? it makes ur life more miserable isn't it?? All u nda do is to place all the expectations on others to yourself!!! and i'd say, with that, u can really grow!! okay, this definitely does not mean that crappy leaders can remain crappy..but i think it is whether the atmosphere makes it wise for crap to come in!! All in all, if u r a leader, u will naturally noe and keep watch over whether it is wise or unwise to do certain stuffs...YEPZX...so if u have ur various opinions or stuffs to add on...do write a comment or email me at Regina_5201314@ hotmail.com.....(Strictly for readers of this entry only!) September 11 Oppsiezxxxx *picture stolen from Sihui's blogg!!! haaahs...i find this pic humourous!!! LoL.. WestD, this is how ur cls look like whn they r havin meetings!!! -,-'''' SICK??IT's all in the MIND!!!!!!!! HAhazzx...Regina let lose herself yesterday!!!! and...the night before it!! LOL...it was perhaps the most unplann overnight i ever had!!! no objectives..nthing!!! just..OVERNIGHT lo!!!! the fellow prisoners kept in my room were..Sihui,Crystal, Eugene n Me myself!!! HAhazx...had some time chatting the most out of nothing, doing manicure!!! n forcing Crystal to study, but failed! Then we go gaga over soft toys!! then my bed!! n then...the HORROR starts!!!!! some fights here n there!! scream!!! molested(BY CRYSTAL) then me finding my joy of disturbing them n then they finding their joy of disturbing me!!! loL..*imagine how chaotic it was!!! though i'm seriously tired esp. aft meta..but these ppl made me go gagaga!!! Haaahs!!!! so when we all finally woke up!! went for a Breakfast spree opposite my house!!! whoa!! after which..decided to ring the nearest victim!! Quannie!! hahazx...to play BLIND MICE!!!! Haaahs..ya, and we did! n me being an overgrown kid...knock my head countless times at the playground!!!!-,-''' before that, spent 2 dollars on 2 packets of ice-lollies!!!! that was a total of 20sticks!!!! wakakakazx!!! and then...decided to ring 2 more victims!!! Sammie n Peilu!!! haaahs...to play....BLOCK CATCHING!!!!!!!!! Haaahzx....and thennn...decided to cater to the needs of an overgrown child(tokin abt me) and we finally played some serious sports like BADMINTON!!!!!!!!!!! Haaazx...can't imagine how many years since i last hold my racket!!!! hehs! All in All!!!! it was really really really enjoyable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wheeeeeeezx!!!!! Thank u ppl!!! =D September 07 'learn' Today, i manage to view this word at a very different perspective! Perhaps, in the English term, 'LEARN' can be written as learned, learnt, learning etc etc. and yet in the Christian's context, it seem to only be learn..WHY is this so?? because we can never never stop learning from problems, mistakes and many other more experiences!!! therefore, it is always in a present tense!!!! Mann!! and so u noe Regina has really be learning so so so much more!!! I was just observing this particular group of people chatting amongst one another and i realize that one of them is called Naomi!! it captured my attention, so i decided to observe more, and i realize that they were speaking vulgarities!! Mann!! it just kept me wondering if people who has biblical names, do they know what exactly is the character that they hold!?? it reminded me of the most common names like David, John, Peter, Matthew etc. etc.!!!!!! how many Matthew's, David's, Peter's etc. etc. do we know that does not know the actual meaning to their name??!! who sprout vulgarities like nobody's business??!!! Gosh, it just hurts n pains me n it really bother's me!!! IT REALLY DOES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *The Gospel must be KNOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! September 03 Heartfelt Love for THESE ppl!!!Firstly- MY ZAI CLS!!! Dearest God, I juz so wana thank you for this team!! i may not be the most tolerable UL on earth, but u gave me the most acceptable people in this team to accept me for who i am! though i know i may be difficult to work with..in my style, God, u noe, they still willingly give their best to comprehend my style!! Often when we meet up, i would often say something silly and no matter what kind of nonsense and cold stuffs i crack, they would still entertain me! God, they know i love surprises, and guess what? they meet up so many times just to make sure they cook a good meal for me!! How much more would i still thank you for this team??!! it is so incredible how you put the 6 alienic of us working together!! Haahszx...God u noe, i seldom affirm them, and it is through prayer as such that i present them with my love!!! =D Protect this team, watch over this team, and give us the spirit to pass on to the next generation!! God, u see our hearts!! =D AMEN.  Secondly-WESTDEEE!!! Dearest God, Thank you for this Huge family of yours that u have placed under my care!! From the harvesters all the way to the Newbelievers, all of them are so filled with your love! God, i thank you for placing everyone of them in my life to support and encourage me n to spur me on!! These are a bunch of incredible youths who live a life that is so ready to die for you and for one another! i thank you for this love in the midst of us all and their initiatives reali touched me alot and i hope it touches you as well!! God, there is no period of growth!! because growth takes place every single day, every single second, every single minute, therefor it isn't even a period! so allow westD to grow! and to lead the way!!! to pave the path you've brightly shone! to walk in spirit, purity and in truth!! God, these are the youths that are so different from the rest out there, bcos, they've got you in them!!! though i may not be the most musshiest UL, u give me the most musshiest people to complement me!!! so today...i would like to say once more, God...I LOVE WESTD!!! but because i first love you that i love them!! =D so thank you so much God. AMEN.  Thirdly-MY CAREGROUP!!! Dearest God, Thank you for placing me in this caregroup!!! Though i may be the youngest in experience as an UL, u place me in a caregroup of very loving people! n especially Dewen! Thank you God for this very wonderful leader that you've placed over us!!! With a stong caregroup like this, i'm sure WEST will grow to greater heights!! so Lord, once again, i thank you for placing such believing people in my life! Continue to allow your anointing to flow in this group!! AMEN.  Not forgetting-JOLENE,KAIEN n GORDEN Dearest God, Though we may be serving in a very different form of ministry, i wana thank you for placing friends as such that never fails to forget my birthday and infact spent a great deal of effort in planning for a big surprise for me! n a different one every year! hahazx, these are people with the most brain juice! God, i'm really touch by their efforts of going to the extend of learning weird origami to suit the weird me!! like folding beetle(kuku chee) origami!!! haahs...God, i pray for them to really lead more people for you in tertiary! to expand their talents and to open more doors for them to explore and to venture..All these for you n your kingdom!! God, really really thank you so very much for this bunch of friends! =D AMEN.  AND.....ALL THE REST OF THOSE WHO REMEMBERED THIS GURL WHO've LIVED FOR 19 YEARS of her life!!!!!!! =D MAY GOD BLESS YOU!!!!!!*THE BEST WAY TO LOVE A PERSON IS TO PRAY FOR THEM!!!! SO REGH is constantly praying for you guys!!! =D |
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