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    November 26

    God's Perspective...

    I was reading this book when fear swept me hard while i'm waiting for my turn to go on the road..though i kept telling myself how much i gota be 'zai' reading the book somehow allow me to be so tame b4 God n definitely b4 my test! and surprisingly, the book asked this question "Have you ever perceived His glory?" i stopped and think..and i realize that we cannot look at God through our problems. We must look at our problems through God!! and this makes total sense to me!! Though due to the nature of my slow reaction, i took like hours to finally truly understand and identify what it means!! -,-''' i thought, it really makes sense how we often look to God through our problems!! and not our problems through God! =D
     
    NOTHING IS GONA HAPPEN UNTILL WE SEE THINGS FROM GOD'S PERSPECTIVE!!!-T.F TENNY
     
     
    [JESUS TOOK THE WHEEL!!=D Thk uuuuuu LAO DA!! u rock BIG BIG HUGE TIME]
    ("V")Have anyone seen my smile today??!! =DDD
    November 23

    An Angelic Sunday!!

    Haahs, it's countless how many times i've been to sentosa with my friends, but it's countable how many times i go with my family!!! heeeee...GUILTY!!! Who say's that when you serve in church means that you are gona neglect your friends and your family???
     
    I think i am one of the most blessed being on earth, eventhough i've gotten verbal persecutions there and then, even till right NOW!! I always thank God for not my rebellion, but the Firm stand that He place in me! Given the "me" often called daddy's or mommy's gurl during secondary school days would never dare voice out an inch of opinion!! *Serious!! cause, i've always wanted to please my parents! though i'm a devil on the outside(if some of u know my past!!!)=) However, now i realize in the midst of verbal persecutions there's understanding!! Like how i would whip out my orange organizer to see if it fits into anything they suggested! i've learnt to say 'no' accompanied by explanations and i've learnt how to negotiate! All in all, most importantly, i've learnt how to please God with my schedules! As i sat down and reflected, i realize how God would stand by you if you Stand firm in Him!!
     
    i really wana urge many of you out there to make known your reasons to your family and friends and stand really firm in it! Because this is then how God is gona work thru you! =D i'm so glad when my sis ask me, "Why are you always with your orange book?" so it gave me a chance to explain how every sunday is a day to plan for my other week ahead! and now...my whole family know that i do my plannings on sunday's!! =D How impactful it is to just EXPLAIN=D

    Here's a glimpse of how my Angelic Sunday began! =D

    [Whao!!! Counting Down 9 more days to attending CHIMMALOGY LECTURES!!!Know what's my first profs name?? it's called DR MATT HAMILTON!!! if it's ringing something in your head, no worries, i'm with you in this!! Cox i really do hope that he'd resemble Lewis Hamilton to speed up my interest of attenting his lectures!!! wakakakazx.... i've never been so excited till i've already prepared my Pencil Case!! i can't wait to show anyone my fury pencil case!!! oh ya!! i'm always proud of my pencil case during the first day of school!! dunno for whatever reasons!!!-,-'' guess this is the only thing that proves my childhood-,-''' i'd try to be humble with it! =D hahazx...]

    November 19

    Hey!!! HOLD ON!!!

    Was just having a conversation with this someone, and it reminded me alot on how sometimes, God just parks us aside!! though we think we can, but God just do not let us do it!! "i think i can be a shpherd, but why does he/she becomes a shepherd first?"

    You cannot be used until you have been on the shelf a while. But, why must we be parked on the shelf?? To see what we are going to do. So sometimes, Just sit there and cure awhile. When you are ready, God will see. Your gift will make room for itself.

    The wheel, the hands of the potter, the heat, the shelf. It is all part of the process of what God has in mind for what He wants you to be! I think for me, it has been countless of times where God parked me on the shelf...and eveytime i noe i'm in the process of moulding...though it hurts esp. on the inside...i've mastered a skill...and that skill is...PATIENCE!!! to wait on the Lord!! and seriously...Just wait! =)

    So to YOU or maybe most of YOU who are parked...Continue waiting on the lord! Sit on the shelf n WAIT! Although we like the finished product, we may not like the process.!!!!! :)

    November 18

    LIP=Learnin in Progress

    Certainly do have mountainous loads of stuffs to learn from lately!!!!!!!!!!
     
    Like....SLEEPING.. I'm very sure and not so proud of one particular thing, and that is my sleeping disorder!! Recently, i tink i nda sleep..Bcos for sure my ministry area needs a good 45mins of travelling!!! =)And..PHEW!!! THk God that i'm not only stranded in BPP, but LOT1 is part of my ministry land too!!! YUPEEEE!!!! I've not been there since stoneage!! u noe, the flintstone's era?? HAhazx...it was so well furnished!! they even have a roof garden!! and their food court is super extradinary NICE!!!! and QUIET!!!! AWESOME!!!!! HAhazx...not only that, i must thank God for my Birdy today!!! U noe, tdy is my 5th time taking LRT?? HAhazx...And, i was so worried i got the wrong train!! and so Birdy fly to my rescue thru sms!!! lol..but then, God is good to send another angel to my rescue to assure me that i'm on the right track!! HAhazx!!
     
    Learnt:
    Regina Needs to sleep early
    It takes 45mins to travel to Petir frm my house n we paid $2 for the function room!!! SMART SHERWEN!!
    LRT frm CCK leads straight to Petir~~
    LOT1 Renovated BIG TIME!!!
    Donk n he's unit frequent Lot1's Foodcourt, means i can see my sheep there often
    GOTA bring out the beauty in everything!! eventhough it may be ugly;)
    Kenny eats alot and can hardly be full...i nda learn the way he plans his meal lyk he nvr gets fat
    WaiHan has this amazing brain to lead testimony and intro!
    A new game from birdy, really good game for ice0breaker called 2lie 1 truth!
     
    WHOA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A Change for a Growth!!! How abt u?? R u Growing in e midst Changes?? :)
    November 15

    HAiry Crab Season!!!

    Regh Did her 1st killing of crabs today!!!! mann!!! it isn't something to be proud of though!! i tot it was....arhhhhhh...hmmmmmmmmmm......... but anw, no choice, cox that's my mom's fav!! n alittle of mine too!! heeeeee...alittle abt hairy crab is that it has seasons! In a year, you can only get to eat it in the month of October(Female Crab) and November(Male Crab)!! Let the picture speaks a load of...KRABBY PATTY!!!! =D
     

    1)Wash n SCRUB the crab

     
     

    2)Place it on a Metal Plate

     
     

    3) Place a piece of ginger n leaves to prepare water for steaming

     
     

    4) After 20mins...TADA!!! =D

    November 13

    Shake well b4 use...

    Sometimes your medicine bottle has on it, "Shake well before using."

    That is what God has to do with some of His people.

    He has to shake them well before they are ever usuable.

    ~Vance Havner

    November 11

    That's what i call..Memory!

    WestD has been a wonderful group to be serving together with!!! Esp the joy of weekly converts!!mass evax!! outreach! and most importantly time spent in JPMAC!!! hahazx..and..outings after outings! Whoa!! Serving with an AWESOME gp of Leaders!! my zai cls!!! i tink this is a team that depics a family!
     
    I begin to see how different ppl has its opinion on changes as well!! How ppl encourage one another and stuffs!!! i'm so proud of how God use me to shape all of these people!! HAhazx..though i hear things like "If u are sad, think of how sad Regina is to leave us?" "If u think u lose one shepherd, think of how Regina feel losing 6 sheeps?" I'm really really touch by how 13-17 yr old respond to situations like this! but i needa clarify one thing!!! and that is...REGINA DIDN'T LOSE ANY OF YOU!!!!! hahazx...Cox you guys are ppl of God and having those memories etch in my heart!!! I DIDN'T LOSE ANYTHING!!! i really gain alot!! =)
     
    Heee...Guys, it's not the end of the world!!! it's a start of life afresh with God!! it's a WHOLE NEW WORLD!!!! Tears?? are precious!!! SO...keep them away and do not let it flow!!! DRAW YOURSELF TO GOD!!! Lastly....IT"S ALL IN THE MIND!!!!!!!! So repeat after me "I'll GROW GROW GROW!!!":) hoooray!!
     
    Support your 5 CLS!!! Jency and Alexis!!! these are really really MAN and WOMAN of God!!! No matter which leader God places over you, it doesn't really make a difference, Because at the end of the day, it's still GOD!!!!!:) So do what pleases God!! WHen God places Leaders over your life, Support them!!! This pleases God!! =) Lastly...WESTD or whichever ZWestC and ZwestB BREAK 50!!!! Cmon!!! i'm sure u guys are capable of doing this with GOD!! LEAD THE WAY!!! =D
     
    *Photos and Pictures are just things that brings back memories occassionally and most importantly, it's not something which will last...what truly lasts is how much u treasure every moment and grace it in your heart=) That's what i call...MEMORY!!! =D
     
    Rmb...Our therefore being justified during prayermeets finale?? rmb...the hugs and tears of converts during altar call?? rmb...how we have so much problem geting all of us a seat during service?? rmb...ZTH?? rmb...Urlahlah(cls)?? What's most important!!!! Remember seeing God in each and every of what we can remember?? :) How God put us together? How God appear during Prayermeets?? How God appear during Fellowships?? How in every situation God is there..watching over us!!?? EVERYTHING OR EVERY SITUATION CAN CHANGE...BUT...YOUR GOD CAN NEVER CHANGE!!!! =D
    November 10

    Thicker than Water!!!

    Mann!!! Had the most incredible day ytd??!!! spent with mommy's extended family!! Like it has been such a long time since i get to eat my Aunt's home cook food!!! =)
     
    Never do i get the feel of having nice home cook meals! Why?? Bocx..my mom generally can't cook!!! HAhazx...opps! so i reallie realli do envy ppl out there who gets to drink a hot bowl of soup upon reaching home etc. and bcos of that..i invented my own einstein style of cooking!!! It realli isn't good to keep eating out! and the prices in the Menu do affect me alot, though i know it doesn't for my mom! -,-''''
     
    As much as i enjoy the food at my aunt's place, i think having a good talk with my other cousins helps alot! Though i have to suffer some typical persecutions like example the routine of the supposedly older ones(19yr old-28yr old)Hehs..do u just realize that i'm the youngest!!???:) are to play a game of mahjong after meals! and being the ME!!! i dun Bet right..so i'd naturally get comments like "Why? Christians can't play Mahjong issit??" haaahs..well..i'm well prepared for these!! whoa! so i just played some (hoooo haha) games with my little nephew which is lyk what..3yr old!!?? But well, occassionally, i'd pop by the kitchen where my aunty or uncle would be there, and then..we..JUST TALK...Though it's just a form of gesture, but that hospitality speaks it all!!!
     
    On the later part..i realize something!! My 13yr old cousin is really being left out! on the account that a 13yrold is on the maturing stage, he naturally won't lower that ego in him to play with a 3yr old kid right? and the thing is that, if he were to join in the "Mahjong" game, hmmm..isn't that alittle too old for him?? so guess what he do?? Haahs..he would not stop asking me like every 10mins.."do u wana refill your water?, You sure u r just drinking plain water? i've got coke, sprite... can u blow the fan? am i blocking u?" Then after i tell him that all is fine, he'd go to the other table and ask the same question! "want dessert?" "tissue?"
     
    I felt a sense of Shame and Childishness in me! i thought i was kinda blending in with the wall paper behind me when i saw how this 13yr old boy seeking every inch of opportunity to feel a sense of longing by serving!!! By taking that one initiative to make ppl feel at ease! Well, what i can do..is to seek every opportunity to bring this boy to know His creator! HAahzx...Regina needs to learn from so many people!!! Especially my sis!!! How she can manage studies, work, friends, relationships, FAMILY in tip top condition!!! Especially family! :) Fullest salutations to this very sis of mine whom is turning 21 in 14days time!!! :)
    November 09

    BEAUTY of the not so BEAUTIFUL

    I guess most of us know where do pearls come from right? OYSTER!!! But certainly one thing that most of us do not know is the whole story of how a pearl is form in an oyster right?? The story goes....

    There is a little Oyster on the bottom of the ocean, doing what it is suppose to be doing, like cleansing the ocean--removing algae while opening and closing.It is functioning in the exact plan and purpose for God itself. All of a sudden, a grain of sand(IRRITANT) gets lodged. The oyster could say, "Oh, i have been so mistreated. I was just doing what i am supposed to be doing and now this! I am just going to calm up. I'm never opening up again." But that's not the way it happens. The oyster takes that irritant and makes something beautiful and valuable of it and just keeps going. There will always be some kind of irritant that will get into our lives. We can either be bitter or better because of it. A pearl is a tribute to a conquered irritant.

    So..girls...never ask your partner to spend $$ on sands!!! =)

    November 07

    10 signs of a secure leader-perry noble

    #1 – Realizes he has nothing to prove!

    #2 – Works for the applause of heaven and not for the applause of men.

    #3 – Seeks God for direction instead of merely asking Him for permission.

    #4 – Doesn’t pretend that he has all the answers.

    #5 – Seeks to submit to the Spirit instead of constantly grieving Him.

    #6 – Understands that he will go insane if his goal is for everyone to understand him.

    #7 – Is willing to repent when he is wrong…and do whatever it takes to make things right.

    #8 – Puts personal preferences aside when making decisions that will impact the church.

    #9 – Has a sense of desperation for God…fully understanding the reality of John 15:5.

    #10 – Refuses to compromise the vision…even when it may be convenient to do so!

    Bonus:  Doesn’t have the majority of comments on his own blog.

    November 05

    POWERClay?

    Just happen to spend some time with HenrySim ytd! i realize he has a talent for DDR!!! HAhazx...lOl..i learnt something while travelling on a 1hr bus journey to meet him!! and that is.....the power of a clay!

    God started out as a potter of the garden on Eden.He formed man out of clay.Then, he commanded Jeremiah to go to the potter's house for the purpose of learning a lesson.So Jeremiah went and he watched the potter put the clay on the wheel.

    Have u ever watched pottery? if yes, you would realize that the clay won't succeed everytime! The clay became marred and thus the potter gota start the process over again! However, this can't be the fault of the wheel or the potter!! Know why? Cox both the potter and the wheel is willing! But the power to become was in whether or not the clay would yield to what the master potter had in mind!

    When the clay became marred,it was not the fault of the wheel. The wheel was doing what it was suppose to be doing.Neither can we blame the potter. The potter was experienced and highly skilled. He knew what he was doing. so...The Power is in the Clay!!!

    Never allow God to throw you into the potter's field! that's when all the unsuccessful clay product go to!! Our God is a God that would continually mould us over and over again untill we completely yield to what he has install for us! However, throughout the process, He might use sharp instruments to etch His impression on us. Have you ever wondered what it woud be like if clay could talk? "Hey! Do you have to slap me around like that?" "Watch it! i like that bump!" Moulding Hurts!! Being made from our image into His doesn't happen without pain!!

    God did not just filng you out in the nebulous of life and forget you! He has a plan for you. He has a will for your life. So, just do your part as a clay and let the potter mould you! =D

    November 02

    Mansion of Questionmarks?????????????????x Gazillion!!!!

    This is definitely one of the most all time fav picture of mine!!! It depicts Mt Fuji during sunset!!!!

    Like super awesome!!! =D

    I think when i am in heaven, my house would be made of Question marks!!! Know y?? cox i've always been thowing God lotsa question!!!Like today...while doing my connect journal i duno y, i wrote.."Dear God, What do u think of me??" Then i started to be very amaze at that question!!! so i started thinking of how would God judge me??!! Seriously, have it come across your mind like how would God view u as?? Like so many flaws, your emotional downturn, your darkest moments...He noes it all!!! So how would God view you as?? And the thing is that, how do u wan God to view u as?? :)

    Think u can hide frm God??take this question and face the FACT!!! for the truth will set u FREE!!! :)

    October 29

    Alongside~

    Today i would like to relate an encounter i had while thinking in the toilet!! The heavy thoughts i have, occurs alongside water!! Be it pool side, bathing, jacuzzi, sunset at the yatch club,sentosa etc. etc. these are places where i do deeeep thinking~
     
    So it happen in the toilet today when i accidently pressed the think button!! "What if God don't turn things around??" we often pray prayers like how we wana ask God to turn the situation around for us..to make things go so smoothly for us! but then again, i realize, it doesn't always turn out the way we wanted! So,was just thinking thru the tyms where God did not turn things around for me!! and i realize...When God did not turn things around for u, it just mean that He wants to go thru it with you!!! =D
     
    DO u noe who is a dolphin's best friend??? It is Tuna!!! Tuna's will always swim alongside with the dolphin! and thus whenever the evil fishermen wants to catch tuna, guess what?? they'd catch the dolphins as well!! n thus, poor dolphines might not be able to survive being above the water for so long by the time the fishermen thow it back to the sea:( That's y i love Dolphins!
     
    Can u spot the Tunas?:)
    October 28

    i thought...

    Something has been weighing in the heart of Regh since Monday~~ coxxx...i gota get a chest X-ray done..initially i thought it was just an X-ray untill the doctor said..the result might be sensitive!! -my heart sank!! though i tried to put on a strong front, the truth is deep dwn, i noe, i'm weak! Many "what if's.." surface thru my mind!!
     
    What if....
    I CAN'T SWIM anymore??!!
    I CAN'T play badminton??!!
    I CAN'T sing??
    There's reali sth in my lungs??!!! :'(
     
    Ytd, the thought of taking the X-Ray result send shivers dwn my spine! It was a good 3hrs of torture!! in my bag...due to an act of faith, i slip my swimming suit in!! Exchanging several pacts with God!! in the hope that everything is gona be fine n ok!! n that i'd be able to swim as per normal!! and...yea!!! the results is out!! and guess what i saw?? 1) Heart Size Normal 2) Lungs are cleared!!! PHEWWWW~~~I immediately change into my swim suit and...SPLASH!!! For once i swam as freely as a fish!!! ya...i mean it mann!!! whoa! i felt like a dying fish until i jump back into the pool!!! =D wheee!! =D
     
    It's all Bcox God turn things around:)
    October 26

    Regh's Braille:)-if u get my drift~

    The Veiny Of It
    Beats it loud
    Faster as the hands speaks 'tick tok'
     
    The dye of reds
    i see...
    Flowin as some have rosy n pale
     
    The Wormy Figure
    says stop!!
    Figurines takes moulding it says
     
    The tangled wires
    Showed forms of Hope
    Filling up its tangability
     
    The curtain of Disbelieves
    takes its place
    Falling back to reality
     
    The kind of Intense
    No one fathoms
    For the one whom Diciphers
     
     
    For the one whom Diciphers!!!! :)
     
     
     
     
     
     
    October 25

    TO: The World

    HELLO WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Regh EXTREMELY LOVES HER LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    WHOOOOTS!!!!!!!!! :)

    Without a DOUBT!



    How nice would it be if mankind lives without a DOUBT!!! Wouldn't it be nice??Like when u invite your friends to Church, the next answer u get is an immediate YES!! How nice would it be if ppl are not suspicious of one another!!

    But then again, If there is no Doubt, it just means that there is no need for..FAITH!?So why Doubt when u have Faith? our God is simply the most complementing God!!:) haahs..i just realize!! opps!

    Faith is a spiritual Muscle tt needs to be exercised in order to prevent atrophy, which makes our entire spiritual being weak. Faith is first a decision, then an exercise in obedience, then a gift from God as it is multiplied.The bible says that a person who doubts is unstable in every way, can't please God. If that is true, then Spiritual well-being is not possible without Faith right?!!

    So how do we start building that faith after we have receive God??!! I think the very first step is to be totally open and honest abt any doubt in God's ability and the faithfulness to provide for our every need. You know, i sometyms really hope to be a silly kid then to be a grown up! Cox, don't u think that kids are so pure and wiithout Doubt!! people whom can remember your everysingle promise and when u break any of it!! u are in for trouble?!! it's precisely why kids are just so simple that makes me really wna be kid! It's so so admirable like how they find the joy to have ppl toss them up in the air and yet still noe that their daddy would catch them and not allow them to falll!!!! ?? Don't u think kids are soso so admirable??!!! so small..yet so BIG!!!

     "Faith is unutterable trust in God, trust which never dream He would not stand by us."-Oswald Chambers
    October 22

    Advertise yourself!!!

    Regina for like the past 1year, today, finally picked up a magazine and started browsing thru!! and as usual, what relationships stuffs etc etc. and then sth caught my attention..hehs...it's a moisturizing cream ad!! mann!! It has nice colours, words etc. very captivating words and all, but one thing that would really give me the assurance to buy the cream is to have a look at the model using the cream and how it works on her!!
     
    How often do u see some weight lost ads and go gaga over ladies which lost like hundreds of pounds and then uses a jeans to prove that the treatment works?? Compared to just telling u how good the programmes are, i think i would be more convinced seeing an actual testimony!! So how do u actually advertise God?? it is not by how much saliva u use to persuade your frens to come to know God,though that's just part of it..but most importantly, it is what your friends see in you that makes them want to know God!! So what kind of a testimony are you to give people the assurance of coming to know God??
     
    Whoa, this sets me thinking for the past 10mins? am i credible enough as a Christian to invite my friends and family to church?? if i advertise myself, would people be convince?? =D
     

    A Follower of God from Yhope!!

    One whom loves God!!

    So Do u wana come and experience God??:)

     

    LOL...i can't believe i'm doing this..HAhazx..okay, i would like to end off by saying!!!!!!!!! i.......i......i.......LOVE.................PERRY NOBLE!!!!! Gosh...i think he is so so so so so so so so so C U T E!!!!! mannnnn....okay, i think if i advertise Perry Noble, ppl will flop to know God la!!! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

    Okay...i can't stop saying this....I LOVE MY LIFE!!!!! LIKE MORE AND MORE AND MORE AS THE SECONDS PASSES BY!!!!!!!!!!! AND MORE AND MORE AND MORE AS THE SUNSETS!!! HEHS!!! tata* =D

    October 21

    BLISSSSSED!!! ahhhhhhhh.....

    PHEW~~let down half my burden!!! Recently was a sudden gush of consecutive challenges!!! Like one aft another!! hehs!! Thk God for like so many thousands of people in my life!!! Especially Dewen!! like i just left a huge one to him and i learnt something thru that! Dewen is super super ultra ZAI!! i think my DL rocks big big time!! Haas, he enlighten me alot so God, thank you for dewen...
     
    Y blissed??!! cox i think God has never ever leave me!! though after challenges have been met.. a new set of challenges never cease to come in my way-,-''' eventhough i felt like -,-''''' but then in me it is just pure calmness and peace!! cox...i know that eventhough i'm getting my rifles and harversack on.. i know God has never once leave me!! and that is why i sense that familiar bliss in me!! heeeezx..an unexplainable feeling that sets my heart for more joy and victories to come!! wheee!!
     
    Wana really affirm one person!! my Zai cl! Quannie! i just realize i seldom affirm him, but well, today i saw how much he stood up by the presence and the help of God to start the ball rolling for harvesters prayermeet!! Cool!! and it was yet another HIT HOME prayermeet!!! =D i think we sent lotsa smiles up to heaven today!! i saw that!! =D yea!!
     
    It sets me thinking why do the sun sets in the west?? so is the west so so sorrowful?? the answer is no!!
    Cox, who would wake up so early to watch sunrise when sunsets at the time where we can really take a breather and enjoy every inch of it!!
     
     
     
    I need the sunset!!!
    But if u r a regular sun watcher..you'd noe that the sun dun usually set/rise the way u wan it to be!!
     
     
     
     
     
    October 19

    Shepherd, i Dun need you!!!

    Have you ever said this sentence to your shepherd before?? No? then how about, Have you ever thought of it before??
     
    Hehs...was just randomly thinking of a few reasons that leads to a barrier between shepherd and sheeps!! HEHEHE i think there are just some people that seem to have a more "Spiritual" persona that seem to have a high nose on every little thing that goes around them! This WAS the past Regina!!! Heeee..GUILTY!!!!** when i first step into hope, my very first shepherd cried to her shepherd and asks for a change in sheep!! I OWN IT ALL!!! hehs!! nah...it isn't something to be proud of though!!!
     
    I've seen and felt some of these people around!! and that truly BOTHERS ME!!! yes, it does!! Quoting from pastor Jeff!! Eventhough certain things comes from a "holy" person, that doesn't mean it comes from God!! AMEN!!! The very moment that you think that there isn't a need for your shepherd and that thru books and internet stuffs it can fill u upp..thennn...BIG HUGE BOOOBOOO to YOU!!! Because in the first place ask yourself this if you have Pride in thinking/doing so??!! Because over the past proud moments and experiences i have...at the same time, i have a super cool n unforgettable moments with God too!! something which i really hated doing with God!! and that is whenever i open up my Bible and got a huge tight slap from God!! eeeeeee...who would like such a feeling??!!!!! i felt like 1000 fishes slap past my face luhh!!!:'( :'( hehe, but more to that..it always left a huge scar on my face and i make sure that thru the grace of God i won't fall back on it!! the below mention will be stuffs that God use 1000 fishes to slap me awake last 5years on a few fateful nights!!!
     
    The thing is that..if u ever think that you can Grow without your Shepherd but with God alone..then you can FORGET ABOUT GROWING!!! Because in the first place, who gave this shepherd to you...GOD!!! So r u trying to imply that God made a mistake?? :) that's ONE!! okay, now the 2nd one!!! Though God would be happy to see a discipline Child of His faithfully doing evax, outreach, 6 hrs of quiet time, 49 days of fast, 1000 books read, etc etc. but God sees how obedient you are and not how much you've done!! ehhh..GOD u Know!!! His one strand of hair is enough to blow u away!! so do u think u can hide from Him?? Mann..i coldn't imagine one day if God were to keep a Thoughts Journal!! mann!! i'm gona Laugh at all my stupid thoughts mann!!(okay, i lyk imagining stupid stuffs with my senior partner in me!!in case u r guessing who issit, it's the holy spirit) thn i'd laugh for eternity!! whoa!! not bad!! so what would your thoughts journal be like?? i always give this analogy...ahhh..i'm cliche u noe!!! If your shepherd has a plan A and u noe it won't turn out to be as good as your plan B and u keep insisting on your plan, your plan will flop?? but if it is your shepherd's plan, it works?!! why?? Cox that is God's anointed one!!! so what's the deal?? God don't see the smart/intelligent!! He gives the Smart/intelligent!! He don't look at how good ur plan is, he looks at how much your heart obey's Him!!!!!! So if u think that u can just have God alone, then u r WRONG!!! u need His people too!!!
     
    I wan to thank my shepherd for being my shepherd!!!! =D wakakakakazx..Embarrassed